Last year taught us alot of things and believe it or not. I kinda enjoyed my family time. I learned new things and heard many stories.
I might not have job till now but I’m going to try and get one. N thats a goal.
Goodbye 2020.
Welcome 2021
This time of year offers us a brand new start and I want to take this opportunity to work on myself and wish love and peace for everyone.
Happy new year everyone !! 💕
Stay HOME – SAFE AND CONNECTED.
Sometimes I feel like … I’m always living in my past. I use to remember every moment which makes me happy including him.
I could never forget anything about him. I remember my past and go on a flackback thing and cry and smile thinking thst atleast I have a memory. I wonder if he still remember me sometimes.
I couldn’t even understand myself sometimes. I lost everything everyone that used to be with me. This pandemic really showed me some true faces.
I just want yo know… Will it be same? Will I be living in my past forever? Will I meet someone who will be there for me? …
I think I could let my past be in the padt and move ahead. But I think I was happy that time so I remember those feelings those things again and again .
Rightnow i feel so alone. I miss him alot but i couldn’t contact him. He is out of my reach. Nor that he is dead. He is just… i just couldn’t contact him.
Why am I the only one how messages evety time call everytime. I just cant let my self respect down once again. I really don’t know what to do or say. I just miss him alot.
I just want to know why he never called. Am I this forgetting. I want him to contact me for atleast once before…. its too late.
There’s no one in my life with whom l can share my thinhs. No one. I’m all Alone. Like always. Just me.
You people should know that l was a free bird with him i was all his always. I never wanted us to end. Never.
Hoping for a better tomorrow..
24/12/2020
Life is a beautiful things which expect of existence. If we are on this Earth alive we definitely has a purpose and a goal to accomplish.
In life we come across with many things, many people, many ups and downs. We deal with love and hatred. Organic and inorganic things. We adopt lifestyles, behavior and many other things.
Like life, love is the most discussed feeling yet. Love is a profoundly tender, passionate affection or desire for the other person.
Talking about this, long time ago, I was in my senior secondary college and was an average student always.
That time Facebook was on hit and everyone has an account on it. I had an account in which I never add any stranger as my friend. Just the people I know were my friends. I was very insecure for my privacy.
That time a male facebook friend of mine and I started chatting. He was from my hometown and we kinda know each other but just by names and family. He was of my age as well. We use to chat daily and we exchanged our cellphone numbers and then started chatting again and night. And after which we became like a bestie and fall for each other as well.
Those were the best days of my life. I was kinda fell in love and so was he. After talking for around year and half we began to share our feelings for each other. And after a while we were in a relationship. That was so perfect.
To be continued….
Thanks for joining me!
Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton
My broken Story 💔 